Whenever I shoot for this project, I really question my ability as a photographer. Why can I not get the detail, and the emotion that I want from the imagery? Why does everything I shoot look soft, and a little amateur? I really want this project to be something big, and beautiful but I don’t think my images do it enough justice. Is it because I am so used to the ease of working with models? Do I just get lucky sometimes when I take images? Li was a lovely girl, and so pleased I had come all the way to Epsom Downs to photograph her. She invited me to come again for dinner when I have more time.